list of rambles...

Man it’s been a while so let’s just get it over with.
1) my birthday was LAST Sunday and it was nice I got my presents which were “flight of the conchords” dvd’s from matt and a big nice camera from my parents. And amazing camera actually. And they even got a telephoto lens for it for me. incredible.
2) I miss having real friends. It’s so horrible- I refuse to do things that I found fun (at one point in time) but I can’t do them now because the people there are idiots or bitches or just plain boring. Actually now that I think about it they are mostly boring. They’re opinions are lame and unfounded and they are especially not funny. Boring= not funny. I do have one really great friend named matt though so thank god.
3) Serious sweet tooth lately. I can’t help it- it’s the holiday season which pretty much means that I eat way too much and feel awful about myself.
4) Fight club is such a silly movie. Known fact: Ed Norton I would have to say is somehow hotter in the movie than Brad Pitt.
5) I just watched “the Science of Sleep” and I cried. The sort of cry that hurts your throat for a little while. There’s a scene where he gets embarrassed and it just… got me. Even though he is a total mind fuck to the girl you can’t help but love him.
6) I got two funny albums and one curious album. Michael showalters “cats and sandwhiches” A +. I love showalter, he’s ridiculous and he pronounces words specifically to make them funny- what a guy! And I got the old demitri martin cd “these are jokes” equally funny. Demitri has great jokes that like your parents would enjoy and his music pieces remind me a lot of conchords. But I think that’s just because he was on the show and I like to think that they are friends and hang out and jam out with eachother. And the music cd I got was the Holloways “so this is London” interesting. Haven’t gotten a chance to listen to ALL the tracks but their single ”two left feet” makes me want to dance non-stop. They’re kind of ska I guess. But I guess I would sum it by saying they’re the opposite of lame.
7) I think I’m going to go to the hockey game tonight to support my undefeated fighting Illini. Woot.
8) Champaign- urbana is killing me. I said this to matt the other day and he agreed. I can’t wait to get out of here and I’ll shut out all these memories of how I was bored and missing people who rock and I’ll remember all the incredible nights I had.
9) What if matt and I did move to CA? that would be amazing. The bay area. California is beautiful and I bet we could have fun there. see things and ridiculous people. And I could work for my parents as a sales associate. So silly. But I think I would really love to be in the family business as it is called. It’d be so ridiculous. And I would get to talk to my dad and mom all the time and we would work together to make money. And that’s what brings me happiness- money. Hehe just kidding I meant being with my family.
10) Working at za’s is going well. Free meals and not too many hours to make me want to shoot myself. and my co-workers aren’t that bad!
11) I haven’t even started Christmas shopping! Yikes. Double yikes.