Saturday, February 2, 2008

jon stewart be still my heart

I had a dream that was so comforting and slightly sexual that I just had to write it down. The first thing I can remember is coming home for the day and there are some friends of mine who live at this house with me. anyways it had been a really rough day and I kind of explode but then someone is there comforting me, it’s jon stewart. He is there as if he is just one of the friends. And to be more specific in the house lives, myself, jon stewart, sara, Emily, jami, Ryan, casey, pocket, marty. As far as I can tell that’s all of us. So! Anyways Jon (because I feel we’re so close now I can call him by his first name) is like touching the small of my back and where my neck and shoulder meet, very intimately. To relax me of course because I’m so stressed in this dream. But another thing is that whatever our relationship is, no one knows about it so we have to watch what we’re doing. And marty could have seen us but we were in the kitchen. But anyways jon was kissing my neck and stuff and it was getting pretty obvious what this was leading too but then more people came home and we had to stop. So then before I know it it’s like time for bed. And it turns out that like all the girls sleep in one giant bed. Which kind of really sucks but whatever it was like a big slumber party I guess. And then I don’t know the dreams jumps and I think we’re at a resturaunt but pocket gets us kicked out because he’s stealing salad dressings or something… he’s taking stuff from the buffet table or something. So bizarre.

But that jon stewart, first off what a bizarre choice of my sub conscious. I mean in real life I’m probably a couple inches taller than him and definitely wider than him. But in this dream oh my lord he could do no wrong. All in all a good dream… but back to reality.

Jam and I saw “There will be Blood” which was fucking nuts. I can’t even begin about it. I understand how it’s got all these nominations though. It feels important… there was just so much in it. But I mean I guess see it for yourself.

It snowed here like a shit ton. Like 6-8 inches maybe. It’s gorgeous but I had to go to work the next day and a lot of places weren’t even plowed yet. Honestly I know this is a small town but they could have at least salted some roads or something. So getting to work, first off my “street” which is more considered an alleyway wasn’t plowed so it took me about 10 minutes just to get off my block. And then once at work the parking lot hadn’t been plowed so my car, which maybe has like a 12” clearance was having a rough time. And then, when I was trying to get to the door I was leaping as one does in deep snow and I totally fell down. It didn’t hurt but I felt like an ass but snow is still a wonder to me so it wasn’t completely awful. Work was lame I don’t know why I had to be there. but it was fun because well it was Friday and it was a slow day for business.

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